痛

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3月3日   臉書 Facebook
一般來說, 人遇到痛苦的時候, 會找一點甚麼做做, 如不停吃東西, 不肯休息, 這是 '狂躁' 的階段, 或相反的另一面, 不斷昏睡, 在昏睡中抱怨, 這是 '抑鬱' 的階段, 都是逃離自己的情緒, 都是往外找, 往外看。
痛得久了, 治療不了就會變成痺, 變得麻木。
第一次失戀時, 女友問我:"你控制得咁好 o既！？"... 其實我把那份傷痛壓抑在心底, 長久的日子裏生活得像孤魂野鬼。
...漸漸地, 我懂得去觀, 往內看, 往自己裏面看, 往內走, 往"存在"走。
以前哭得不夠的, 現在去到一個點, 在那裏哭個夠, 我知道是有天意的。
第一次上"鑽石途徑"的課, 主題是穿越我們的性格, 回到生命的本體。
persona 字源是希臘文, 指戲劇裏角色所戴的面具, 應是英文吸收了這個字, 變成 personality.
面具帶得久了, 好像是真的, 觀就是看到面具不是我們真正的自己。

3月4日   臉書 Facebook
有一個朋友反映他不太明白上面一段文字的意思! 呀! 估唔到別人會唔明! 那處唔明?...希望不是詩人的囈語, 有機會大家見面傾偈會較好!
哎呀！好彩仲有朋友明, 都冇咁驚！是寫得比較濃縮, 因為不想在 FaceBook 寫得太長！謝謝！

5月23日
在靜中, 自問自觀那個在感受深深的痛苦的自己是誰...
(悉善讚好!)

5月25日
暗裏期許自己要好好地活下去!

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Pain

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(1)
February 8
It seems an act of the Divine Providence to meet my first spiritual teacher, depart, and meet again.
It seems an act of the Divine Providence to lose my first love, and to be in the lost of love again, after almost thirty years.

Kathryn: if it feels that way, there is a reason. listen to your inner ear.
Tami: Thank you Kathryn, I'm singing with my inner voice lately, so I will listen to my inner ear as you suggest.
Kathryn Freed :   :) there is a ride, we are to take...a lesson to learn, and another way to show love.
Tami: Now I feel more able to free myself from entangling with the other, though there's still some pain inside.
Kathryn: out of the deepest mire, grows the lotus.
Tami: being patient enough to rest in pain, then there comes a sharpened sense of compassion.
Yvonne: flowing, let u flow
Tami: namaste :)

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March 2
Even if you want the love desperately, it is wise to be empathetic, enlightened, and embracing everything with all your heart and being.
即使你現在談的感情強烈執著, 也不忘嚮往最高的境界, 同體大悲, 無緣大慈

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March 31
I did it out of love, not lust, even if it is painful and let myself stay calmly in the pain hearing two voices split in my mind. Pain is the evidence of my being truly born and becoming more and more an individual. Love lost on a personal plane is the love regained on a higher plane.

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