Dancing with Creation 2

├  Wed, October 25, 2006    8:56:30 PM

> i'm going to join a co-dependency therapy trip
navigated by amana and bhakta from 27 to 31 oct...
experience, explore, enjoy...ear, heel, heal, no fear...

i thought that is what you do right now
m
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├  Nov 12, 2007    11:08 AM

...It was strange that you just mentioned FL, with whom I was a bit worrying when he suggested opening a meditation centre with some friends and me...He started fire on the world whenever he wished miracles, but who put out the fire?...Maybe to add more fuel to burn is better than to put out the fire in order to cleanse the world...The world would end in immense fire and water alternately...I remembered my own saviour syndrome, in which I had projected my own stuff to other people. Stop!...I had dropped all judgements about him a long time before...I didn't want to collect any judgements any more...This moment I went back to myself while I was typing, taking notice of my breathing, staying in here and now, opening my heart to the higher spirit, following his signs...It seemed that you had received my thoughts on a quantum level. That is synchronicity.

I was in a mind state when I said decisive move...Who was I ?...

...Mandy had asked me twice who I was...Once her short mobile message had inspired me to write a small poem called ' the smiling soldier '... I had the other time written many words to her question, and by the end, I said I was using the past tense to detach myself from what I had said, what I had done, what I had been...

...There is no who, but the pure energy of consciousness.

Emptiness is great beauty !

Tuesday, November 13, 2007    3:13:17 AM
thks so much for this very interesting and deep email.
lets chat when i am back.. 
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├  Saturday, January 24, 2009    7:03:54 PM

After several workshops since autumn 2006, I feel I'm getting on a higher energy level, for instance, once I was in an African dance workshop last year, while dancing, suddenly I felt the musical note freeze at the moment as if time stopped and I was in a vast space, amazed.

And in a recent Co-Dependency Workshop, in an exercise, while lying on the floor, recalling my childhood fears, I burst into crying and tears. This happened in the morning, and after lunch, when we went back to the group room, my teacher said to me,
"Bravo !"
Thank him very much!

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├  Sunday, May 3, 2009    4:07:55 PM

Been to Shenzhen for the first nite and the following two days. The class was about our first to fourth chakras. I have attended the 1st to 3rd chakra lessons. The last day I missed out was about the 4 th chakra.

In the first night there, Upadhi, our teacher, asked Depeshi and Laila to go out of the group room to let the rest of us feel their presence and absence. Yeah, the energy field became different.
It was a delicate demonstration of energy.

I burst out into big laughter once while dancing with music.

Interactive partnering soul exercises were inspiring. I found that our thoughts were immediately related to our energy feeling, for instance, I could feel my energy flowing out of my two soles when thinking negatively about sex in an exercise.
I got my chakras map renewed: In recent years, I have been feeling someone watching over me. I call him the God behind beautiful clouds. Now I think he must be my astral body, the third chakra.
A good guess, maybe.

I've got a new map on my spiritual voyage !

I have experienced much,
and synchronicity seems to happen more often.

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