Businessman 10 of 14

Mar 9, 2008 Sunday 2:17:21 am

Hi Latinmaniac,

You are clever. I cannot help asking where you have learnt all this. Would you tell me?

I said 'perhaps' before I said 'in a silly awkward way' so as to be soft, and to acknowledge your joke and the way you sing the joke, just for fun. So, I have said to you: Please don't feel or say sorry!

I used a pair of parentheses to bracket the sentence : I know now I have always been too serious, like a German. What's more, I used a different type of font, a smaller font, to mean that I don't struggle with my own seriousness, don't force it to change, accept the appearance, then let the energy beneath the appearance flow. I know now......I am not serious any longer as soon as the act of knowing happens to me. At least not very serious.

I don't want to satirize or scold those who are not serious, who appear very different from me. My energy is not to be used in this way.

I SEE YOU CAN BRING JOY, LAUGHTER, HAPPINESS AND COLOUR TO THE WORLD!!!

I can bring some writings to the world. I have already experienced my joy and sorrow and put them in words. My readers, if any, might have quite different interpretations for words from mine, and it's their freedom to like or dislike my writings.

Revolution is a romantic word for me. Meditation is romantic. Being a saviour is romantic too. The more burdensome the task, the more romantic, as shown in the Myth of Sisyphus. So, I associate them together.

But, even the Communist China does not mention revolution now, so the word is outdated. It is nostalgic to remember stuff like revolution, saviour. Nostalgia is romantic, a bit sick, though.

So, revolution, meditation, or being a saviour is not something to get done. It is a kind of romantic yearning from within, deep down in heart, from without, high up in soul ! There is no final destination. The path is the destination, although it seems absurd.

The Star World Hotel and Tony is great showmanship ! Why not get those girls first?...I'm just kidding !
Maybe Tony just pretended not to be attracted. Or if Tony owns that hotel, then he is not anxious to go after those girls. He is then rich enough to have as many girls as he likes. He has shown his pride and nobility not to be attracted.

'Funny Saviour' is a good subject-matter for writing.

Taste is subjective, cannot be told, but when one is really tasting, he is enjoying the moment. Taste is a door to enjoyment ! The more one is in the moment, the more he enjoys! That is meditation.

A castle is more appealing to me. If the Star World Hotel was a castle, I would have done the same as Tony, and would first have lessons in great showmanship before the ad movie.

Although sometimes I thought that I would enjoy hard-earned success after hard-fought battles for years, what would it taste if 'I', my total being, was not in that moment ? Then, it would seem to be more like a failure than a success, it would not justify the great endeavour.

I'm enjoying my writing and typing now, although it's almost 2am late into the night.

No need to be like anybody, may he be a great model. I'm centering into myself.

Material gains would come naturally after hard work. Modern man bothers too much.

I would hate myself if I had pretended to be a saviour.

The saviour felt great pain for he couldn't even save himself !

Sometimes I hate petty success and failure. That's my ego!

Real success consists in contentment, peace, love, egolessness.

Meditation is the weapon for fighting gracefully...yeah !

Cheers, even no Beers !

Tameer