hi m manderine

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aug4, 2007
hi m manderine,
i admitted, get heated, up to the meetup..
the Queen of Spa or Spain, so wealthy as to live without any burden, even a guilt is vague without any pain..she must be young, money burnt and unlimited time spent in frolic and roaming..admirable..
i have been out of job for a long time -- tutoring for a friend's son doesn't count.. oh, the age of economic growth with joblessness is stealthily creeping in.. some day, small gigantic futuristic quantum computers might replace workers of any level...except for your humour and jokes....some day, a machine might be able to feel.. but what is a feeling, especially one which is hidden, unable to come to the fore of consciousness?... it's heard that man is a useless passion, isn't it?..
i'll will magically my part of the secret house to the two cats, sacred or scared, if they live longer than me, or to my cat-like girl-friend if she doesn't get married to an indian black or red.. ah, the electronic toy -- like a baby so fragile am i carrying now in the hot sun -- with my mother's consent if she lives long enough, the baby to go under the custody of HAL, not IBM....
i imagine the old great man shouting from the rooftops of the old old great nisargadatta..
i think of sailor popeye eating spinach.. what does sailor bob eat? .. does it do any good to the no-mind brain, where everything is epitomized into an everlasting NOW?
am i learning anything? yeah, i've learnt a great deal, but, who knows, all becomes obsolete in five years..still out of job then...but it doesn't matter, i'm going to re-learn, and re-learn...
t
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aug3, 2007
>your discussion would be more heated

if i had come to the party?

hey, have you been reading my thread..ha ha yes it was heated and i so enjoyed the play! Forgive me no one in particular as i wanted to leave that group regardless. (etolle meetup group in aust)
but if you are admitting you have that heated quality then i cant let you go.

>if p wants to do the translation, it's fine, let her do it

p Queen of the Spa, doesnt know what she wants..whether to be in usa or here, near her parents or away, work she likes or work she doesnt, guilt she puts on for leaving jobs so often, or guilt just in general, not even no what guilt to have let alone translate a great mans work..

>if she needs the laptop as a tool for translation, i'll return it to you or get it handed to her?

you mean to say that laptop actually translates! my god then you are both out of a job. but dont ever return the lap top as i just sold my in australia and i never want one of those things again....like having a baby carrying it around , declaring it everytime i pass thru somebodies customs...changing and charging its batter. not to mention the data part...no sir ee, you aint handing it to anyone, its yours now. regardless if you translate some ol mans transcription....do with it what you will (not that you have one, a will that is and i am not talking about a legal binding will when you die in ? yrs....who are you leaving your secret house to by the way?! and do not leave me that lap top in your will. p probably owns half of hong kong including franchise in the lap top shops ....and what was i saying oh yes...do whatever you like with your new toy....translate the old mans words or die...doesnt matter to me.. and i am sure bob doesnt mind, on the other hand he would be wrapped as he once told me he would shout from the rooftops to get the message through which is to take you beyond the need of help

ps g only realised what all this shouting from the rooftops was about when he first started transcribing bob's tapes....amazing what you can learn along the way isnt it...
love m manderine!